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Post by Sierra Nevada/Forest Fire on Dec 6, 2004 15:19:22 GMT
Sierra wanted to talk to Silver. She was shaking as she entered his terra, his scent washing over her, but she walked on. She wanted to ask one last favour. She could never tell, but she still hadn't got over him, and this was probably her heart's last stunt, but she didn't care. There was no way this would develop into anything more than a favour. It was a biggie though, and she doubted he'd agree, but if he did not then she would ask Eldorado, Cascade's son, though he was a bit Egotistic when anyone other than himself, Summer or Star were concerned. "SILVER!" she yelled. She remembered how he had used to be called Hidden Desire, but her pet name "Silver" had stuck, until he was known as Silver Desire. They were the only two horses in the Island now, but she hoped that wouldn't last much longer.
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Post by Silver/Rose/Willow on Dec 7, 2004 12:45:27 GMT
Silver stood grazing off in his land, alone and unhappy. Apon catching Sierra's scent and hearing her faint call, he rushed to where she stood shaking. His eyes burned with love as he saw her again, but his heart pulled from her in pain. He stood silently for a moment, watching her. Quietly he stepped from where he stood, giving her a small smile.
Hello Sierra, it has been awhile. he whispered. What brings you to a place with such awful things and memories. He emphasized things, still hurting after what she had done.
He dropped his head, ashamed. He took a bite of grass and gazed at her, noticing she did not look to well.
What has happened to you Sierra? No glint in your eyes, no shine in your coat. You look defeated, not the filly I once knew, who did not like my name and gave me a new one. The one I once loved, still do love, and cherish. He whispered quietly, so that she may or may not have heard him.
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Post by Sierra Nevada/Forest Fire on Dec 7, 2004 17:56:14 GMT
"Many things have happened, son of Hidden, and I don't doubt that in my disuse I no longer look as I once did. I came to ask a favour, and rather a large one at that. "But before I beg my boon of you, could you put my mind at rest? I want to know what happened between us. We were so happy for so long. It was not just your fault, or mine, and I wanted just to know what happened. It started with Sultan didn't it? When he died and I spent more and more time away from you. "In a way, I guess he starts and ends this. My favour was this : that you, the onehorse I ever loved, would give me my hearts desire. No strings, just this favour. I would prefer it to be yours than Eldorado's, and it would be he I turn to if you spurn me this one wish."
She quieted, her outburst taking the last of her emotion. She did so, and had always, so wanted a foal. It was hers as had been her mothers one wish. She knew she and Silver would never again be together, as she could never trust him again, as he had sided with other mares over her, and he would never trust her, that she might leave him at any time, or stab him in the back. But thi9s was just one last reminder of the one time she would ever love, as she would love only once she knew. She may be with other stallions, but to love again would be impossible. So she wanted a foal by him, to not quite replace Sultan Of Shadows.
She watched him expectantly.
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Post by Silver/Rose/Willow on Dec 8, 2004 20:15:39 GMT
The past, he whispered, of ours is complicated Sierra. It seemed once Sultan had gone, I not only lost him but you as well. I was confused, no longer seeing you and then Native came, so I requested she join me or us since you were still my lead and love. Then you showed up, and mistook my happiness for her my love. You and I began to fight, never ending, always stopping at points. Native has killed herself. And so I live alone now, but what you ask. It to is comlpicated. How am I to give you a child and watch it grow, but never have the joys of helping to raise it. Sierra, I to, ask of a favor, one I doubt you will fulfill. He looked at her, gathered his nerves and slowed said what he had wanted to since the first time they had fought. I wish for you to re-join me. For if you still love me, you will forgive, and trust again. Let me show you I am loyal to you alone, that my love for you has never died away. Please, for what it is worth, I'm sorry, he whispered quietly.
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Post by Sierra Nevada/Forest Fire on Dec 9, 2004 20:26:05 GMT
She shook her head, fighting back tears. She had known that coming here would just open old wounds. "I can't. It would never be the same. Neither of us are the same. It just wouldn't work. I would hate myself for...well..killing Native. You would hate me, we'd end up worse than we are now. Look, I'm just going to go. There's no point hanging round here, hurting us both even more. I'll go see Eldorado now, and I wish you luck finding a new mare." she said, smiling through the enveloping curtain of tears.
She felt dead now. Worse than before. What Silver said was true; she had lost condition. She felt like Native, but she would never take her own life. She had that much pride. She turned away and began to walk away, fighting the urge to run back to him and never leave. This was it; there was nothing really left. No stallion, no foal, nothing.
She sang to herself as she left, a sad little tune her mother had always sung. It somehow helped, hearing of others in worse plights. She raised her well defined, dished head high and lifted her feet, walking towards the break in the trees.
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Post by Silver/Rose/Willow on Dec 9, 2004 21:34:49 GMT
Sierra please stop! He called after her. Lunging he raced towards her, stopping when he stood, blocking her way.
I can't let you go to that scum bag of a stallion. You're better then him, please I beg of you. You didn't kill Native and never have I thought that way. What pains me so is seeing you with another when I know I could never love another the way I loved you.
Eyes burned brightly for her, begging and pleading with her to stay.
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Post by Sierra Nevada/Forest Fire on Dec 10, 2004 16:17:04 GMT
"He's not a scumbag!" she raged, feeling the old anger surge up like bile. But it died as quickly as it came, and her head fell low. "I'm sorry. I get that alot now. Look, Silver, you've got to understand. I didn't come here to get back together with you. I came because I thought that maybe, in memory of our poor baby, you could help me out. I should have known that this wound was too newly healed to irritate again so soon. I know Eldorado will help me out; even if its only because of the prospect of a good old shag. You've got to understand I.." she faltered, but picked up again. "I..don't love you, Silver....thats why it would never work. I feel as mch for you as for that stone over there. It was just for old times sake, thats all." she almost burst out in tears again for her lies. She loved him more than she could say, but she had to lie or hurt him even worse. She closed her eyes for a few seconds and walked around him. "I'll see you around. " she stopped and looked back over her shoulder "No, thats a lie, we probably won't meet again. I'll not put either of us throught htis..again." she sobbed, and took one last look, like a long draught of water before entering the desert, then turned and walked again towards the edge of his lands.
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Post by Stardust Beauty + White storm on Dec 10, 2004 17:29:40 GMT
Star trotted around wondering where indeed she was. she saw sierra nevada's tears and she cantered over. she stopped infront of her. [glow=red,2,300]Whats wrong Sierra?[/glow]she gave her a warm hug feeling her despair. [glow=red,2,300]plz, i'll understand, and if i dont then you can tell me to get lost.[/glow]
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Post by Silver/Rose/Willow on Dec 12, 2004 0:24:28 GMT
Ignoring her words again he raced after her.
You under estiamte me Sierra. I will not give up on you. you lie, you say you no longer love me, but your eyes tell differently. No one can hide their feelings forever, some time or another their eyes will tell all and yours have now. Why do you refuse to face destiny? That we are ment to be together. Why? He whispered. You can not cause many and more pain then what you already have, why not just stop this and accept what is in your heart?
He stepped closer to her, pushed her forlock from her eyes gently with his nose. Eyes gazed into hers as he remembered their past and all that had happened.
Please Sierra, accept that what I say is true. You know in your heart how you truly feel. Don't deny it.
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Post by Sierra Nevada/Forest Fire on Dec 12, 2004 15:05:11 GMT
"Hang on a sec" she said to Star "Look, it is never going to happen. If we get together then we'll just end up in the same situation, You've got Black Fire and I know I'd end up insanely jealous all over again. And I couldn't survive it again. ok? Stallions are lucky; they just pick another mare and start over. I can't do that, nobody else wants me. You don't know, and probably never will, how much I love you and want you. You'll never know how many times I dream about you at night. You'll never imagine how much I wish this whole thing had never happened but it has and it...it's not going to change" she tried to speak strongly, but she was wavering. She wanted to go with him so much, the only horse she'd ever loved. She tried to fight it but she knew that she could'nt resist him for long. She loved him too much. She tried to turn her attention back to Star. "It's all right, Star, I'm all right. There's nothing going on, I just did something I shouldn't have done and am paying for it now."
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Post by Silver/Rose/Willow on Dec 12, 2004 17:43:45 GMT
Stop it! He cried. Its you who will never understand Sierra, not me. I long for company. BlackFire is great, but she isn't you. But heck, go off, become pregant and have a foal with a brute who will breed with any mare to come his way. I told you before, I won't ever stop loving you Sierra, never. He turned, dropping his head with a quiet sigh. He slowly walked back into his beautiful garden, which no longer brought him happiness.
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Post by alyssa on Dec 12, 2004 22:20:53 GMT
Black Fire watches them from the distance. She knew what was going on. Sierra Nevada was leaving. Fire went back to eating to the green grass and waiting for Silver to come back.
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Post by alyssa on Dec 12, 2004 23:19:36 GMT
She decides to go to the orchards. Someone must be there. She canters off and whispers as she leaves, "Don't worry Silver, I''l be back soon. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine."
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Post by Sierra Nevada/Forest Fire on Dec 13, 2004 15:08:24 GMT
"SILVER!" she yelled. "You don't..I mean...I don't want to leave. Not ever. Could you ever...Um...." she faltered. Her heart was breaking and she stared into his eyes. "Please will you take me back? I know after all I've said but....I still love you" she stopped, eyes shining with tears.
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Post by Stardust Beauty + White storm on Dec 13, 2004 19:46:56 GMT
Star watched from afar. she smiled hoping silver would except. she quitley and slowly creeped away
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Post by alyssa on Dec 13, 2004 20:35:48 GMT
Fire slowly walks into the terra. She sees Silver and Sierra and waits. She goes near a tree and starts to eat the grass, her eyes watching the duo.
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Post by Silver/Rose/Willow on Dec 13, 2004 23:27:19 GMT
He turned, not trusting himself to as what Sierra had just said. Nodding, he rushed her, embracing her quickly. Burying his nose in her mane he breathed deeply.
Thank god Sierra, I have missed you so much. Don't ever go again, I will surely die. I promise, I'll be a good stallion from now on, he laughed, whispering softly to her.
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Post by Sierra Nevada/Forest Fire on Dec 14, 2004 18:20:27 GMT
"Oh, Silver. You don't know how much I've wanted you, in more than one way, thats for sure. I....love you so much. I will try to be a good mare for you, and I will try not to upset your lead, Black Fire, her name is?" she questioned. She burned for him, and now she had him back she felt alive, more on fire even than before, when they were foals. She felt young again, like she was when he first asked her, and bred her. Thinking of that day made her stomach warm with pleasure. Maybe soon....?
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Post by Silver/Rose/Willow on Dec 15, 2004 20:36:38 GMT
He smiled, rubbing his head against her neck. Thinking about when they were foals made him burn with desire.
I don't think she will mind at all Sierra, she understands. But I am still grateful you came back. Why did you tell me you didn't love me though? Oh, never mind, your here thats all that matters.
He nipped her mane playfully, burning up at her touch.
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Post by Stardust Beauty + White storm on Dec 17, 2004 16:16:06 GMT
Storm trotted over to the lovley terra seeing Sierra. He beated towards her then stopped. [glow=black,2,300]Star's having a suprise bd party at the racetrack if you wanna come along? bring friends too if you want?[/glow] he waited for her to see if she was coming.
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